Finally.. I can cry when i wanted to cry... Yesterday, i asked my mum if could go to the 8days trip to china with the rest of the volleyballers... But she ask if i can don't go.. She told me that my granny illness very serious and might leave us anytime.. She told me if when i'm in china, Where is she going to find me when my granny really leave us.. She told me that not she don't allow me to go.. but is because of my grandma illness.. and she told me to tell mr woo about it.. After listening to her, i was about to cry.. Wanted to read kpop news from allkpop but my tears are trying to flow out, so i stop using the com and went to the bedroom alone.. I cried when i'm messaging the rest of the volleyballers from my batch.. I felt so disappointed and scared... Disappointed - It is that i can't go to china with the volleyballers.. T.T Scared - It is that i'm afraid that my granny would leave me anytime.. T.T When my mum is coming in to the room to sleep, i pretended to sleep.. She even help me to cover my blanket.. I cried again.. After a few minutes, I'm tired and i fell asleep...
Today morning, woke up at 6.30 and took 24 and 113 as i missed 53... Messaged with vincere and she told that mr woo was angry when he know that i can't go for the trip.. i told her that i had no choice... she say he'll talk to me personally... when i read her just 2 messages, i almost cried in the bus.. My tears soon gonna drip out.. i tried to stop it from coming out and i managed to stop it.. After FRC, went back to class for science.. During science, Mr soh showed us a slide show and the music background sounded sad without listening to the lyrics.. While watching the slide show, i cried again... Thanks Cheryl and peiyi to cheer me up.. managed to stop before science lesson ended.. The rest of the lessons are normal~ When going to music, i told vincere that i kept thinking of the trip and think of my granny.. when was talking to her i almost cry.. my voice changed abit and became shaky when i was talking about it.. Saw mr woo after music and ask him that if he know that i cannot go.. he say yes and told me to find him after school.. but i guess i will find him tomorrow instead...
Went to clement house to study.. Keep taking photos instead of studying.. study awhile, i don't feel like study le.. the weather today making me quite sleepy and abit headache i think.. Reach home watch zhong ji san guo.. so sad.. (ah xiang and liu bei) Today's fm so far i only hear until SHINee - Replay, 2PM - I Hate You, SNSD - Genie, Big Bang - Heaven, Wondergirls - Nobody, 2NE1 - I don't Care, BEG - Candyman, BEG - How Come, SHINee - AMIGO, 2PM - 10 points out of 10 points..
Now gotta go le.. I will post the photos tomorrow.. BYE ALL!
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♥Tuesday, September 29, 2009
YO ppl~ Finally back to post.. Guess what? I'm stuck in ep 8 of one litre of tears.. i downloaded ep 9 and 10 and decided to watch it with bro when we go our grandma house ... but 2nd brother brought the laptop to do project.. and i brought my thumbdrive along so i can watch it if my 2nd brother go to my grandma house after the project.. but he did not come and i left it at my grandma house.. TT I started to watch the drama first and ahbel started it late and she had already finish watching.. ==" what the heck.. I'm quite in love with HAM(heart &mind) - T.T Dance... They debut on 17 September 2009 at M!countdown.. i like the TT dance )!@#$%^&*() TT dance !@#$%^&*() TT dance !@#$%^&*() Get over your sorrow~ that part... i don't know the lyrics so i typed !@#$%^&*() instead.. xD
This is the Teaser :D
This is the MV :D
Now gotta go and bathe, iron clothes le.. Will try to post tomorrow.. :D BYEBYE ! :D
I blogged@: 8:43 PM
♥Tuesday, September 22, 2009
BOO! i'm back.. lol..
Today, stayed back after school to celebrate ahbel's advance birthday.. To ahbell: sorry that i didn't manage to go out with your yesterday... was quite sick on that day.. sorry.. ): Stayed back in school do homework.. but after awhile, no mood to do homework and sat there chatting instead.. Said out whats my feeling .. and glad that xiaopin,cheryl and peiyi heard it.. Said that i hate xiaopin when She is freaking iritating and hope that she don't go overboard... *sorry xiaopin.. ): Its only when you are freaking iritating.. i did not mean that i hate everything about you.. hope you get what i mean..* OVERALL, I STILL LOVE HER! :D
Sarah just found out that i had dimples.. Lolx.. I told her its only one side.. =X lolx..
Today, got back my science test result... Felt quite happy and unhappy in some ways... Mr soh was distributing the papers and he walk to me and passed my paper to me and said.. you are the highest.. I thought he was lying but when i look at my paper, i totally shocked as i got 39/40.. And its freaking rare for me to get such a high score.. I thought that it might be just my luck... I didn't study much and not listening to class and sleeping when mr soh teaching INSTEAD... ==" Only study when i'm on my way to the school on the actual day.. Not quietly with no one disturbing, but listening to music while studying =="... When i got the paper, i was thinking what my parents will think when they see my paper... Just my luck? So what? Only this paper? haiiix..
bused home with cheryl,xiaopin,peiyi and jeremy.. kept sneezing when i'm in the bus... felt freaking uncomfortable..
Now i gotta go to iron my brother clothes... Didn't manage to watch 1 Litre of Tears ep 9 again.. TT no time~ TT byebye :D
I blogged@: 11:04 PM
♥Monday, September 21, 2009
Awwws... i'm totally in love with 1 litre of tears now... Its really freaking touching... I'm in love with the drama now... i can't stop watching.. =X My brother watched till ep8 and i'm going to continue ep9 after i come home tomorrow... and i think he won't watch it today..(think only) He started earlier than me, but i think i'm going to finish the drama before him... LOL.. He told me that the drama came out at 2005... Which is four year before... i was like wow.. four years~ Its really a nice drama.. I like asou haruto and ikeuchi aya... i don't like the basketball senior that aya like and the girl that like haruto.. xD Awws.. i think i'm going to cry around 1 litre of tears because of this drama.. YOUR SHOULD WATCH IT TOO! for those who haven't watch it... Sarah told me that she had watch the drama more than 4? 5? times already and she's not sick of it.. :D its REALLY A NICE DRAMA! WATCH IT!!!!
I watch them at http://www.youtube.com/user/LawlietYukie Don't click wrongly as there are drama and movie of 1 litre of tears.. the drama got write ep one.. (obviously =X) I might go watch the movie after i finish the drama.. xD
Time for my dinner already...Today there is no SGB .. TT hope later have... TT Byebye :D
I blogged@: 6:32 PM
HI ppl! :D
I didn't watch ep 7 yesterday.. =X bro came back and was quite tired so went to sleep.. xD Woke up at 12 + today... Ate my lunch.. (supposed to be breakfast =X) Watch pops in seoul.. after that Washed the hamster cage.. and went to bathe afterwards.. Now i'm CLEAN~
shall post till now cause i want to watch ep7 le.. after watch 7 i may continue with other eps.. XD byebye :D
I blogged@: 2:31 PM
♥Sunday, September 20, 2009
Hi ppl! back again.. i've been not feeling well since sat.. TT
sat, before i was going to sleep.. i was lying on the bed and i forgotten to do something, so i get up.. felt quite dizzy when i stood up.. Nose block, Headache... They are driving me crazy! GAHHX... Hate to be sick! I didn't fell sick for A LONG LONG LONG time.. eh.. not quite long la.. last year~.. but it seems LONGGGGG to me =X..
Today after dinner, felt SUPER TIRED.. but i want to watch 1 Litre Of Tears... Its a Jap Drama.. Its freaking touching and i cried many times.. TT
It is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone. Fifteen year old Ikeuchi Aya was just a normal girl, soon to be high school student and daughter of a family who works at a shop that makes tofu. As time passed, unusual things started happening to Aya lately. She started falling down often and walks in a strange way. Her mother Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least.
Maybe your should watch it.. :D its nice.. My brother introduced this drama to me and i found that sarah watched it before too.. lolx.. so out of curiousity, i watched the 1st and 2nd ep with my bro on friday night.. 3 Yesterday as when i want to watch 4, my bro came back and he wanted to use com.. so can't watch..TT 4,5,6 & 7 TODAY! i'm in love with this show.. Its super touching.. cried many times.. TT Now i gotta go le.. i want to watch ep 7 and quickly go to sleep as i'm not feeling well.. =X goodnight! :D
Ahbell.. I'm so sorry.. I can't go to celebrate your birthday with you tomorrow.. I wasn't feeling well.. Sorry.. Please don't be angry with me orh.... Don't think wrongly okay... :D
I blogged@: 11:51 PM
♥Wednesday, September 16, 2009
hi ppl! finally back to posting again.. did have time to post as there's too much videos.. xD
I miss jay... i want to see him on wild bunny.. i want wild bunny to continue WITH HIM.. i want to see him on stage again.. i want to see him being funny... he makes me laugh alot... i want to see his SUPER COOL DANCES.. I want to see him SING/RAP.. i want 2PM to make a comeback WITH HIM... haiix...
Today was quite quiet again.. LOL.. i've nothing to talk nowadays... haiixx.. sleeping in class nowadays... oral and lit enrichment was bullshit today... i don't want to say it here~ xD after lit enrichment, went to find xinyun and help mr woo to do something.. after that played ball awhile and went to the canteen to find cheryl,xiaopin and shirlyn... after that they did their homeworks, i eat my dinner.. i eat until i feel like puking as it look like so disgusting to me.. =X after that listened songs~ Took 53 and bused home.. use com until now.. rewatching wild bunny.. haiix...
now i gotta go bathe le... and i love this song.. it reminds me of jay.. TT
Now gotta go STUDY SCIENCE, DO MATHS, IRON CLOTHES, WATCH SGB REPLAY ON TV~!
gotta sleep when i'm in school again.. ==" dark circles coming out soon~~~ zzz
I blogged@: 7:33 PM
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