Today woke up around 11am and prepare to go training in the afternoon.. starting tought that it will be a good day.. but it turns out to be a bad day.. fion receive better than me today.. felt super sad.. then don't know why mr woo and jiaolian say i feel stress or whatever.. and i was like i got stress meh? jiaolian tell me don't play.. but i don't feel stress when i'm receiving.. i just feel stress when i'm a setter.. but i'm not setter today and they say i stress.. tried not to cry out.. but in the end i can't take it le and i cried out... just by typing this post, i feel like crying again.. haiixx.. sometimes really feel like quiting.. maybe i don't suit volleyball.. i don't know how to use my brain.. instead of i stress mr woo say he more stress.. tought that i'm a troublemaker.. always give ppl headache. haiix.. After training, did physical and went to bathe.. after bathing, went to buy some tibits to eat while waiting for bus.. i waited quite long for 105.. and suddenly a bus came.. and i saw 105 and i boarded it.. but it went the different way of 105.. i alight and realised its 135.. i was like "what the heck happen to me today.." took 22 home instead.. while walking home, almost tripped and fell.. reached home and ate my dinner and watch tv and use com until now.. i shall stop posting now.. off to kpop-ing.. bye all..
I blogged@: 9:26 PM
Last sunday, went out with clement and xiaopin to vivo... starting, xiaopin was at her grandma house and i have to meet clement together then meet xiaopin at vivo.. felt quite awkward and quiet when i met clement in the train.. its my first time alone with a guy friend.. ==" message xiaopin to tell her quickly come and told her that i felt awkward.. lolx.. told her that i think i need intimate note cause i'm awkward with quite alot of people.. lolx.. while sending message to her, saw clement looking at the phone laughing.. and he show me.. "clement, talk to xinyi.. she feel awkward"(something like that) FROM TAYXIAOPIN! GAHHHHX.. I was like so freaking embarrassed.. xD LOL.. walk around with clement while waiting for TAYXIAOPIN.. lol.. then when she come, AWKWARD gone~ lolx.. xD went to alot of accessories(don't know how to spell..psps) shops to buy christmas present for clement's girl FRIEND NOT BGR's GIRLFRIEND.. lol.. its like the correct person never come to help him choose and try the accessories..and the person is cheryl.. his friend is tanner than me and xiaopin and bigger in size than xiaopin and smaller in size than me.. i was like Cheryl quite suitable.. =X when xiaopin call her to ask her, she's abit pissed.. suddenly... felt weird.. she's usually the Happy one among me and xiaopin.. i was like isit that we told her that she's bigger in size than xiaopin instead of smaller size? but i don't think she'll be angry of that.. keep wondering what happen.. when xiaopin told me to ask her if we can go look for her, she ans why.. and i replied "miss you mah~ :D" when we really feel like meeting her and she replied "lies".. asked her if she angry, she say no. Super SHORT answers.. in the end i just say "orh.. sorry for disturbing" as i don't know what to say le.. i scared i keep asking she'll be more iritated.. =X and yesterday felt relived when its not because of that.. :D PHEW~
On monday, woke up early and went to chung cheng yishun for friendly.. FELT SUPER COLD when i woke up and i even wore a jacket to chung cheng yishun.. Felt so stress when i'm setting for the sec 1s.. my palms was cold and wet with my sweat.. i even slipped the ball when i'm using upper hand.. my under hand set are not accurate.. help to prepare to receive the first ball.. but i keep forgeting to run towards the net before setting.. mr woo even showed me, and i understand.. BUT MY LEGS JUST STUCK THERE.. and i can't receive those balls that they receive towards the net.. i was like TMD.. i almost cry when mr woo was scolding or talking to me.. one of the sec1(don't know how to spell her name) cried because she got scolded and make me wanna cry out.. ==" when its bgirls turn, i felt quite confortable as.. I'M NOT A SETTER! mr woo keep acting like me.. when i make a mistake i just keep saying sorry.. then he was like "sorry sorry arh~" felt so embarrassed.. i saw the ball coming towards me when i'm in the front court and i don't know whether to receive anot as the ball is fast and low and its coming diagonal towards me when i'm standing near to outside the court.. mr woo say i never prepare..i was like "HAIIX" ==" after friendly, WENT TO Training at ny.. nobody knows about it.. except for sophia and mr woo and the sec1s.. super tired.. nowadays, i can't receive light spiking properly. its just very lightly and now that strong like super tough training.. but when it comes to strong spiking to me, i can receive the ball.. ==" thats what i think.. ==" after training, went to the gym and went home after that..
Just now, watched we got married and dream team and youtube.. FEEL SO ENVY when i watch we got married.. i wish my future husband is like them..xD =X kimhyungjoon is so funny..his "WIFE" is hwangbo who is older than him.. i like [Andy(Shinhwa) & Solbi] and [Alex(clazziquai) & Shinae].. but alex and shinae stopped due to their schedules as alex have to prepare for new album(lastyear).. i know they are together again.. but i don't know is which ep.. LOL watched 1 ep for today as quite tired.. so far i watched de WGM is last year's one..
now its 2.06am.. i better go sleep... orelse my parents wake up to scold and i can't wake up for tomorrow's training in the afternoon.. xD GOOD"NIGHT"! :D
I blogged@: 1:16 AM
♥Friday, December 18, 2009
Today, woke up around 11 plus... used abit of computer and went to meet xiaopin.. :D went to ION the first time today... LOL.. after that we walk to somerset just to go HMV.. lol.. saw alot old de albums.. FTI's colour sensibility.. Kara's Pretty Girl.. Shinhwa's perfect man and others, ss501.. 2AM, Ukiss, After School, SEEYA, SUJU sorry sorry 3vers. FEEL LIKE BUYING SIA! :D then no SHINee at somerset.. then told xiaopin city hall have.. lol.. then we went to city hall's hmv.. Saw SHINee's year of us, 2PM hottest time of the day, time for change and 1:59, 2NE1, GD's Heartbreaker, SS501, SEEYA, SNSD into the new world and GENIE, BEG's sound G and my style, Hwanhee's Hsoul, Rainbow's gossip girl, FTI(japanese album de) and many many MORE~ :D:D:D:D:D FEEL LIKE BUYING LOH! but no $$MONEY$$.. lolx Watching 2days 1night now.. ITS FREAKING FUNNY.. ESPECIALY THE CHARADES PART.. LOL shall stop posting here.. cause i wanna watch 2day 1 night and finish we got married's ep 8...
I blogged@: 11:34 PM
♥Wednesday, December 16, 2009
hi all~ back to posting again.. yesterday, stayed at home the whole day... using computer and watching tv.. used com until today 2am plus.. mummy came out from bed room and scold me TT went to sleep after watching my vids.. xD
woke up at arond 11+ to prepare to go for training at ny in the afternoon.. before i go training, i cooked pancakes for mummy as she haven't try my pancakes yet. xD cooked instant noodle for myself before going out.. watched pops in seoul while eating and went out at 1.30pm although the training starts at 1.30pm =X today training was NOT GOOD for me.. keep cannot receive soft soft the spiking.. the ball keep flying everywhere from my hand and over the net... i think i'm used to those heavy strong spikes le.. =X but 4vs4 today was quite fun.. :D went to gym after training.. tired... my leg almost cramp when i do sit up..(not on floor)its like this "^" shape.. after doing gym, took bus home... Watched dream team.. AHHH!!! EUNHYUK WON FOR THE TEAM!!! WOOOHOOO! LOVE HIM! xD
used com after i watch dream team until now.. xD watched sang sang plus with shinee and snsd.. ahhh love them :D laughed like don't know like what.. yoona's ssanti(Cheap) dance got popping.. LOL minho's is cute ssanti dance.. LOL now i go watch three more parts and i will go to sleep early today.. orelse daddy and mummy will come out and scold again.. TT btw now its 0047h.. ==" good night! :D
I blogged@: 12:44 AM
♥Tuesday, December 15, 2009
YOYO! i'm back to post again~ :D training was quite okay yesterday.. but ran 15 rounds and did physical AGAIN.. so tired.. reach home, watch mb.. xD after that watch vids in youtube again..UNTIL NOW which is 1:57am lol. read some kpop news.. and suddenly keep listening to suju-m songs, donghae and xiahjusu singing my everything.. lol then listen to other ppl's vocal cover.. quite nice~ :D suddenly feel like doing one.. LOLX i scared i spoil de song.. LOL =X Now currently watching because of you dance practice donghae and eunhyuk again.. GAHHHX i can't take my eyes of eunhyuk! no matter how hard i try to keep looking at donghae or the rest i will just look at eunhyuk.. AHHH btw eunhyuk is the black shirt one.. xD
now is 2am! lolx.. the time 2am~ xD i go continue my vids le.. byebye :D
I blogged@: 2:00 AM
♥Saturday, December 12, 2009
Today went to training.. during training felt super sick.. waited 16 minutes at the bus stop waiting for 105.. stupid.. reached home and at 2 panadols and went to sleep.. Slept for about 4hours and i woke up to eat my lunch?? dinner?? Watched tv, and felt like sleeping at the same time... Feel so tired today.. Tomorrow i have to wake up early and go to bukit merah for religion classes.. After going religion classes, i have to rush to jurong to take medal with yuanxi.. haiix.. so tired nowadays..
now i going to watch music core de highlights and watch taohuaxiaomei in tv.. byebye :D
I blogged@: 9:21 PM
♥Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Hi ppl~ finally back to post... xD had trainings and match nowadays.. so will late come home and did not use the com.. then next day nothing to do, sleep until afternoon, watch tv and use com.. but didn't come in to blog.. =X heheh..
this song is so nice!! If all 22ppl sing together sure nicer one... xD but its only the 10 of them.. TT taeyeon,jessica,sunny,seohyun,leeteuk,siwon,sungmin,ryeowook,donghae,kyuhyun...
yesterday used com until 3am+... watched We got married ep 1, you are my destiny ep1(yoona that drama), vacation ep 1&2 (dbsk de)..
now i going to continue them.. xD byebye :D
I blogged@: 10:56 PM
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