♥Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Finally.. I can cry when i wanted to cry...
Yesterday, i asked my mum if could go to the 8days trip to china with the rest of the volleyballers... But she ask if i can don't go.. She told me that my granny illness very serious and might leave us anytime.. She told me if when i'm in china, Where is she going to find me when my granny really leave us.. She told me that not she don't allow me to go.. but is because of my grandma illness.. and she told me to tell mr woo about it.. After listening to her, i was about to cry.. Wanted to read kpop news from allkpop but my tears are trying to flow out, so i stop using the com and went to the bedroom alone.. I cried when i'm messaging the rest of the volleyballers from my batch.. I felt so disappointed and scared...
Disappointed - It is that i can't go to china with the volleyballers.. T.T
Scared - It is that i'm afraid that my granny would leave me anytime.. T.T
When my mum is coming in to the room to sleep, i pretended to sleep.. She even help me to cover my blanket.. I cried again.. After a few minutes, I'm tired and i fell asleep...
Today morning, woke up at 6.30 and took 24 and 113 as i missed 53... Messaged with vincere and she told that mr woo was angry when he know that i can't go for the trip.. i told her that i had no choice... she say he'll talk to me personally... when i read her just 2 messages, i almost cried in the bus.. My tears soon gonna drip out.. i tried to stop it from coming out and i managed to stop it.. After FRC, went back to class for science..
During science, Mr soh showed us a slide show and the music background sounded sad without listening to the lyrics.. While watching the slide show, i cried again... Thanks Cheryl and peiyi to cheer me up.. managed to stop before science lesson ended..
The rest of the lessons are normal~ When going to music, i told vincere that i kept thinking of the trip and think of my granny.. when was talking to her i almost cry.. my voice changed abit and became shaky when i was talking about it.. Saw mr woo after music and ask him that if he know that i cannot go.. he say yes and told me to find him after school.. but i guess i will find him tomorrow instead...
Went to clement house to study.. Keep taking photos instead of studying.. study awhile, i don't feel like study le.. the weather today making me quite sleepy and abit headache i think.. Reach home watch zhong ji san guo.. so sad.. (ah xiang and liu bei) Today's fm so far i only hear until SHINee - Replay, 2PM - I Hate You, SNSD - Genie, Big Bang - Heaven, Wondergirls - Nobody, 2NE1 - I don't Care, BEG - Candyman, BEG - How Come, SHINee - AMIGO, 2PM - 10 points out of 10 points..
Now gotta go le.. I will post the photos tomorrow..
BYE ALL!
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